"My SO BAD Love story"

Hey, meet again w/ me haha. How are you? Fine right? Okey, in this posting, I’ll share about my love story. Don’t read these article if u don’t wanna know about this (yaeyalaah -__-)

1st love: GeYe. when I’m still @ the 3rd grader SD 2 Saraswati. Whoa! Isn’t it too young? LOL. But that’s the fact. It’s just some “monkey love”. But u must know, every boy that I loved, never gonna just for a joke. I’ll loved him based on the deepest of my heart (hyperbolic, yeah?) hahaha. Yes, I know him deeply since we’re still @ the 1st grader. But what happen next? Previously, u must know, I hv best friend, her name is Ikko. Firstly, I don’t know that she also love Gus Yudha like I do. I know that she loves Gus Yudha, when I’m aware from the way she looks at him, the way when Ikko asking Gus Yudha to speak w/ her and also that she’s always search more attention from Gus Yudha. Honestly, I don’t want to love Gus Yudha more deeply, and then I’m trying to stop looked at his face. Haha, but I can’t, u know? Yes, finally Ikko know that I also love Gus Yudha, I don’t know from where she knows, what happen next? Guess what! She’s CRYING! And the unbelievable one is SHE’S PULLING OUT MY HAIR!! What the fuck she doing that freaky thing huh? If u’r in my position, what will u do at that moment? Are you pulling back her hair? I’m NOT! I’m just crying and don’t know what should I do ‘till she let me go, and she calls her brother (maybe. I know it from Vira). From that unforgettable moment, I don’t want to talk to Ikko. I’m angry with her. But she’s my best friend, I forgive her. About 3 months after that, my grandpa ask me to moved to SD 6 Saraswati. I’m soo excited that day (pindah skolah kok demen ya? --“). Yeah, from that day, I’m lost contact w/ my others friends @SD Saraswati 2. But ‘till now still friend with Ikko :)
2nd love: Lohan. When I’m @ the 4th grader SD Saraswati 6. Handsome? I think no. haha. Ordinary, yes he’s. But I love him. Really. From the first time I looked at him, yes actually I do not really know him. 2 years pass and there’s still no hope w/ him. Yeah, till now no one can defeat the time I love someone. He’s the longest. But at last, when I’m on the trip to Jakarta to join a marching band contest (of course I’m one of the players of Pianica’s MBGSS and he’s the bass drummer’s); he started to get more attention from me haha. But what happen next? Surya Jaya. He comes to my live. When he told me that he loves me, yes and I’m too. Though he just come into my live. Since that moment, I realize I’m soo easy to fallin love but too hard to forgetting. And since that, I do not love Gung Nanda anymore. I’m so sorry.
3rd love: Blacky. The fact that in the 2nd love, in the order, I already in a relationship with Surya Jaya. But what? He just gave an empty hope. Ckck so damn that boy! But, killed 1 growing 1. Wkwkwk :p yeah, he’s my bestfriend. Don’t know how or why, I’m soooo balmy when I’m with him. Haha, but this relationship just staying around a week hehe :D
4th love: APWG. No no no. this love fucking so long! I’ll tell u about this at the last. Okey? :)
5th love: Bungkling. He’s damn so “plin-plan”. 3 months after that, he gave me a hope again. U knows that I’m soo easy to fall in love, don’t u? Of course I love him too. Because I have one unforgettable moment w/ him. Wanna know it? Okey, I’ll tell you :) one day, on December 2006, when I’m on tour with my dearest MBGSS (Marching Band Gita Swara Sandhi), on the way to Bali, SJ sit in front of me in the bus. Actually, I’m so disturbed and annoyed with him. Because he’s so naughty (annoyed). Haha, this is the funny think things. I’m so amused with his jokes, his laugh, and his smile. 3 days in the bus makes us come closer. When the last day comes, I’m so disappointed. But ….. When I want to sleep, he holds my hand, like he didn’t want to lose me :D until we arrived at Ketapang, finally he free my arms. Thx god wkwkwk :p but I’m so glad that day. This relationship stays along 1 year 3 months :)
6th love: Nanas. When I’m @ the 2nd JHS grader :) the first time I’ve boyf at the others school hehe. But he’s soo immoral :& this relatship just stay around 2 months. Never mind.
7th love: Atma. When I’m @ the 3rd grader. Who’s this? Haha juskidding. He’s my classmate. Love him? Never, really. Love him just because of be forced w/ my friend. Sooooooo annoying isn’t it? Urgh :@
8th love: #13. My own self don’t know about this relationship. Because maybe I love him. But I’m not sure :) just trying to love him. Hope I can! :) But finally, I’m really falling in love w/ him. But what? He just gave me an empty hope and fake love. Thanks!
9th love, I HOPE THIS’S THE LAST :): APWG, again. This love began when we’re still young. No no, I love him, but don’t know with him :) poor me. @the 6th grader elementary school, the first time I saw him, when we’re both in the same hotel to join some competition of Mathematics and IPA @Singaraja. I just remember that day; he was wearing his PINK shirt. So handsome :) fall in love at the first sight right? Hehe. I remember when I’m playing ‘jump frog’ at the exhibition, he comes and seize my game :) urgh ! so annoyed, but when I know that he’s who seize my game, actually I’ll angry, but I can’t wkwk LOL. And when the time to go to each class, I’m one class with him. OMG! So coincidence. Hahahaa ROTFL. Since that, I love him, xoxo :) I meet him again when I’m on the test @SMPN 3 Denpasar. He’s so handsome that day! When he was wearing his uniform. Hihi can’t stop smiling reading this sentence :D true love never be separate :) I meet him again when we’re both in the test of potency academic @SMPN 1 Denpasar. He looks so handsome of course :D hehe. Finally, when the announcement of acceptance of the test of potency academic, I saw his name in the 43th’s sequence. Wow. I can’t believe that his sequence is above me. Wowow, he’s certainly so smart, isn’t he? Poorly, I’ve got in 116th’s sequence :p but, he got D class, and I’m C class. Different :( at the 7th grader, we’re break, because we’re don’t know each other :D one year past, when we’re at the 8th grader , our class just separated with wall, ohyeeh. This year, I think I’m so lucky, because in this gud gud gud year, we’ve knowed each other :) how the way? Ehheem, when we were in 8th grade. I just feel like I like his friends, his names is ATP. This is so funny. The story, I knew him from my friends, my classmate, and his elementary school’s classmate hehe, her name is OKTA. Thx a lot to you dahling :)) firstly this freaky idea was begin with me. This is just a FAD. Wakakak. One day, okta told to APWG my phone number. Then, he calls me. This’s the conversation:

A: “Halo?”
D: “Yeah? Siapa ya?”
A: “Masa gak kenal? Sombong skali kamu ya.”
D: “Siapa sih? To the point aja deh. Aku gatau.”
A: “Ade ni. Save ya. Hehe.”
D: “Oh Ade? Tau darimana nomku?”
A: “Iya, Okta yang kasi tau. Jadi sama ATP?”
D: “Haha. Jadiii !”
A: “Okeoke. Comblangin aku jg ya? Sama adekkmu, Jelita.”
D: “Yakin? Wakakak. Iyaya, gampang tuh.”
Dan percakapan ini berlangsung selama kurang lebih satu jam.

That day, he was in a course of English at British 5 International. Naughty boy, isn’t he? He ought to listened to his teacher when the course’s time. But what? Haha. The teacher can’t stop him. So the teacher just let he did whatever he want to do :)) and then, after we On the Phone, he just sent me an SMS, its mentions “ntar abis makan telf lagi.” ohya, almost forget. In the 8th grader, we have an ICT duty, that is to make ur own blogger. And APWG asked me to make it because HE CAN NOT MAKE IT BY HIS OWN SELF. Spoiled or annoyed? I think both of them -,- then I forced to make it to him. But that’s not a big problem :p cuz by its tasks I just feel come closer with APWG :) everyday he usually send me a message or call me while he was not too busy (FYI, he’s a guitarist in Ganecha Band, his Elementary School band. But it’s already well-known loooh). One time, when he calls me, he ought to following his course at GO. But he was “BOLOS”ing with his friends. Then he calls me. This is the conversation:

A: “Halo? Lagi apa?”
D: “Lagi diem aja. Lagi dimana dirimu?”
A: “Depan GOR. Bolos les. Hehe.”
D: “Yaa ampun. Pemalas!”
A: “Biarin. Ohya kemaren aku uda nnya k ATP, katanya dia ga mau sm kamu.”
D: “Oh masa? Emg km blg apa?”
A: “Aku blg gni: eh An, ada yang suka sama km nmnya Dewi, mau km sama dy? Gtu..”
D: “ckck. Yaya gppa dah. Jelita juga gak mau tuh sm kamu.”
A: “Oh gtu? Yaudah biarin dah. Hehe”
D: “Yaudah makasi ya uda mau bantu.”
A: “Iya sama-sama.”
…. Krik krik krik
A: “Ngomong naa..”
D: “Ngomong apa men?”
A: “Yaa apa je. Uda makan? Aku lagi makan ni. Mau ta suapin?”
D: “Ha? Udah kok udah. Gausah.”
A: “A a a a a (nada nyuapin gitu. Bisa ngebayangin?)”
D: “Haha.”
(suara motor lewat. Rame banget)
D: “Apa tuh? Kok rame?”
A: “Orang konvoi. Bentar lagi selesai. Sabar sabar. Ribut ya?”
D: “Iyalaah.”
A: “Bntar ya, aku makan dlu. Ni ngomong sm tmnku aj dulu.”
Dan ternyata yg berbicara adalaah…
Ade: “We wik, masi inget aku?”
D: “Siapa ni? Ade spentri ya?”
Ade: “Kok tau? Haha iya aku ni.”
D: “suaramu khas. Wakakak.”
Ade: “We wik, mau kamu sama ade ? mumpung dia lagi jomblo tuh. Hehe.”
D: “Aku sih mau aja ya, tp gak tau dianya tuh…” (blm slsai ngomong suara disebrang sana sudah berbeda)
A: “Ngom apa td? Hayooo.”
D: “siapa niii?”
A: “Ade ni. Ade 8d.”
D: (waduh) “Hoho, ada deeh. Week.”
Dan terus berlanjut. Panjang bgt, blogga! Ahe

Actually and honestly, if we’re on the phone really not watch time, tau. Haha. So miss this moment… not just twice we’re on the phone, but almost every day. One day, I forgot the day was. He brought his guitar to my class and singing “Aan, aan. Arya Triandana Putra.. Aan.. Aan.. Arya Triandana Putraaaaaaa..” (with “Hijrah ke London’s” melody). Haha his voice was very bad. But the way he plays guitar was very WELL :) I love it!! Ohya, almost forget. When I’m break w/ nanas, I’m crying at class. Then, okta called APWG to come to my class. He tells me that, “Gak usah nangis. Ayolah. Cowo tuh gak cuma dia. Jangan nangis. Jelek jdnya kamu ntar. Senyum senyum! Masih ada aku..” He was very care w/ me. Give a big hope. But what? I’ve a boyf. His name is Nanas (like I told u above). The time that I like ATP that I’m break with Nanas. But, 2 months after that, he comes back to me and forced me to be his girlf anymore. Yeahs, I can’t do nothing right? I just feel perforce to do this. Poor APWG just can see and feel the truth. Am I such a cruel lady right? So sorry for u, my APWG. Not long after that, APWG knew about this news from okta. Huff. Okta told me that when she told the news to APWG, his face changed :( this is not my desire… a week after he forced me to come back to him, he LEFT ME !! when I’ll back to APWG, he was disappear. He kept a distance from me. Until around 4 months, I never knew his information. Isn’t it a long time, gurls ? our love is like a song lhoo.. Like this:

“…Did you forget everything we ever had?
Did you forget, did you forget about me?
Did you regret ever standing by my side?
Did you forget we were feeling inside?
Now I’m left to forget about us.
But somewhere we went wrong
We were once so strong
Our love is like a song, you can’t forget it.”
- Don’t Forget –
Demi Lovato

Beside it:

“…I wanna get back to the old days
When the phone would ring
And I knew it was you
I wanna talk back
And get yelled at
Fight for nothing, like we used to”
- Get Back –
Demi Lovato

Until 15th April 2009, his Born Day. I give his some small gift. But, you know I’m such a silly lady, I’m shy to give it to him. Actually and honestly, the previous day I’ve already make some practice the way to give a gift for him. Wakakakak. Silly, aren’t I? yeah, finally, his friend, Helda and Endos, helps me to called ade to come out from class. He go out and my heart beats faster than before. Endos asks me and ade to shake hand. When my hands meet his, I feel his hand so cold. LOL. At break time, APWG and his friends come out from class. Some of his friends (I thinks he’s Adist’s boyf) brought a guitar. And they began to song, “Ade dan Dewi, menjalin cinta, cinta bersemi dari SMP. Ade dan Dewi mengikat janji, janji setia, setia abadi. Oooh Ade… Oooh Dewi… Cintamu abadi… wahai Ade duhai Dewi, tiada petaka merenggut kasihmu…” NORAK, isn’t it? Wakakakak. But I was happy and shock, actually. From that day, he was changed. But not closer than before. He still keep his image in front of me. BUT, there’s always an ending in the story. His friends introduce his sister to APWG. And APWG felt so lonely because he was 1 year not have a girlf beside him. So, not long after that, they listed in facebook as “In A Relationship”. I can’t tell u the name of his girlf (now she’s already EX haha) because it’s sooo HARMFUL. I know he already had a girlf, then why he comes back to me anymore huh? I don’t understand. Do u know? I usually (not every day like before sih) received a message from APWG, just ‘Basa Basi’. But it means the same. Hey, he has asks me to be his ‘second girlf’. Ckck. So crazy. Until he breaks with her, I almost message.an w/ APWG. But, I just have a boyf. So sorry :( KENAPA SIH WAKTUNYA GAK PAS BGT???!! Ergh, but I still keep contact with him. Until not long after that, he has a girlf too. IKKO. My ex bf. Ckck. The world so tight, isn’t it ? but we still contact each other yha APWG :) one day, he wants to borrow my money to repair his motorcycle. Actually, I want to give it while at school. But he was disappearing that day. Then, I asks him to find me at GO. Because I’ve a schedule for have a course that day. It was Saturday. Shorten story, 9th December 2009, my school had a program, such as study tour to Jakarta or Bali. I choose Jakarta, because APWG too. Hehe. We’re one bus you know!! Wakakakak soo coincidence. When the bus ready to go to airport, my luggage can’t place at baggage in the bus, so I brought it to my seat. Then, when APWG come in the bus, and he wants to pass, my luggage stops him. Then he shouts (really. He was shouting -,-)

A: “Taruh je kopermu di bagasi? Jek ngandang kali lho.”
D: “Kele gak bisa aku naruh disana. Gak muat.”
A: “Weiss, santé naa.”
D: “Iyaya santé..”

Haha, ternyata bagasinya masih muat! MALUUU! Then, at airport (precisely at the plane), I was make some disturb (AGAIN) with APWG.

D: “Pokoknya aku yang dduk sama Ina!”
A: “Kele, gak bisa santé baju kuning nih nok!”

Akhirnya dia yg ngalah :D I’m the winner. But, ujung2nya tetep aja jhe aku dduk di seatku paling blkg -,-
Shorten story (again), Yogyakarta, 12nd December 2009, APWG’s friend was asking my phone number to my friend, Bella via Yahoo! Messenger. Then I ask “what for”, he told that “APWG asks”. Wow, he already knew my phone number. Apa sih loo, de? -,- then, at the time, he send me a message like this:

“Wew, ade ne” reply “Iyaa tau trus?”
“Ke malioboro kamu?” reply “Iya, knapa ade?”
“aku nitip daster dong. Buat mama + nenekku” reply “Ha? Daster apaan?”
“daster buat ibuk2. Tau?” reply “tau sih, tp emg ada?”
“ada pasti. Ayolah bantuin ya wi. Beliin 5 aja.” Reply “duit?”
“ya nanti aku kembaliin, oke? 5 aja. Palingan harganya 10-20 ribu. Dmit x km ya.” Reply “Oke kl gda gppa ya? Ngap aku qe suru?”
“pasti ada kok. Ayolah wi. Swt! Emg gbole ya aku mnta tlg k km? sok sx.” Reply “hehe gak sih, Cuma kok tiba2 gtu. Hehe”
“hehe yaudah, nanti awas blk2 km gabawa dster ya :p” reply “emg kalo ga bawa mau diapain aku?”
Dan seterusnya…

For him, I volunteer my money and spend it to buy a batik dress for his mom and grandma. Actually, I really want to buy bangles there. Aaa so many cute bangles there :(( no problem. Whatever for him, I’ll give everything (except my soul). The day after, in the bus, he asks me where the dress is. And I told it’s already in my bag. So he comes near me, and I give the dress. He gives me 70.000 rupiah. Haha. The real price was 60.000. the fare of walking and looking for a good dress. Lumayaaan :) then he sent me a message:

“Mana lg spulu ribu? Curang kamu yah” reply “ye? Kn km ngasi 70 td? Ongkos jalan de ^^”
“haha nah nah wi ^^” reply “i? pang ade gen ade ne puk…”
“sok qe skrg y? bru punya co aja. Swt!” reply “jiaaah, hhaha santé santé de :) :) :) (tuh udh bnyk smileyny ga sok kok aku ^^)
“ttep aj sok!” reply “walaaa.. gmn men yg ga sok de?”
“1. Sring* sms ak. :)” reply “satu aja? Awkawk iyayayaa :)”
“haha maunya brp atuh teh?” reply “ya trsrh aak ade ajalah. Kn aak ade yg blg aye sok atuh huahaa :D”
“iya atuh teteh. teh, sarung yg kmaren masi ada atuh? aye kdinginan teh :(” reply “sarung pala lu peyang. it mah syal namanya aak.. haha :D masih nih aye lg pakek. mau pnjem lg ak? aak kmrn blg ga mau pke lagi sih..”
“mau atuh teh. ntar maleman yya? malu am tmen* , rame” reply “idih aak sok deh ih. malu gara2 mnjm sm aye yh ak?”
“iya. emg teteh nda malu apah?” reply “santay ajalah ak haha :D aak dduk sm sypa itu?”
“sma asti atuh teh. maunya aak dduk am tteh , hhe :)” reply “jiaah aak wkwk ga malu atuh sm tmn2 yg laen? nnti dkira ada ap2ny haha ^^”
“hahahaha . iya , it dah malu tau . aak malu mnjem sarungnya teteh :(” reply “haha aye suru bella ksi aak aj ya? ksian iih aak kdinginan gtu. acnya jgn dbka smua dong aak. dttup aj kl dingin ^^”
“jangan ! teteh dong yg ngasi. hhi, ayolah teh.” reply “lho? ktny aak malu atuh? adu aye jd bngung sm aak”
“iye sih. ntr mlm aj ngasinye y teh? tp tteh naa yg ngsi k aak. okeh?” reply “oke. aak g tdr atuh? bysny aak bbo jm sgni. lm bgt malah kl aak udh bbo. wkwkwk”
“kgak atuh , mau smsn am tteh . lho ? kok tau kalo aak srng bbo jm sgni ? trus lama* lgi ? hayo – ternyta tteh merhatiin aak yy ? :)” reply “iya atuh, aak kn wkt nih bbo kyk org pingsan. ahha bknny mrhtiin ak, cm g sngj mrhtiin ^^ aak uda mam tdi?”
“blg aj mrhtiin atuh . jjur aj am aak :) gppa atuh . uda tp Cuma mam 3ptong ayam aj , haha , tteh uda mam tdi?” reply “haha iy deh aak ^^ ngalah. wala banyak bgt tuh mamnya. tteh jga uda kok aak. ohya aak gmn kbrny m ikko? masi?”
“masi atuh. hehe mama pa aj td teh? dkt namanya tu tteh . masi kurus ni :( tteh gmn am org d blkg tu ? masa 1bus smsn sh?wkwkwk” reply “mam stu ptong ayam, nasi dkit bgt, sm supny td aak. ikko tuh tmn sd tteh lo ak :) rama? msh atuh aak. iy nih gppa ak tteh gda krjaan nh :D”
“tteh sd2 ap sd6 atuh? ko dkt* mamny? tengal x msa smsn 1 bus , pcran lgi” (SOO? SWT!) reply “gni lho aak, tteh dlu kls 1-3 d sd2, 3-6 d sd6 gtu aak :) aduh tteh krg ngrti kalimat terakhir, jelasiiiin”
“owh gni lho tteh. masa 1 bus am rama g pnah ngom , cm smsn aj . cemen ah - :p” reply “sapa blg tteh smsn m rama? idih aak sok teu bgt iih. ahah tteh ga smsn kok m dy.”
“oh aak kra smsn :p malu deh aak :( hhi ko g pnah aak lyat ngom am rama?” reply “ahha bysain aj atuh aak sm tteh jgaan. prnh ko pas aak lg g lyat aj mgkn tteh ngom am dy :D ohya aak gnti bju td yah? basah bjunya?”
“iya atuh tteh . basah gara* bbo d bus tdi . panaaaas – enakan mke bju bginian , hangat . tp aak Cuma pke boxer aj ni . hhi .” reply “awkawk resem deh . pantesan kdinginan tu aak. aak lg smsn am ikko?”
“engga am tteh aj. tteh smsn am syapa aja?” reply “am aak aj . aak bnrn g ngntuk itu?”
“gtau juga. tteh uda ngntuk ya?” reply “ye gmn atuh aak ni. tteh bbo deh kl aak jga bbo.”
“bbo bareng aj ya teh? hhi” reply “oke deh ntaran lnjut lagi ya? tteh ngntk ni. dada aak :)” reply “dadaaah tteh.”
then he saw me that I can’t sleep , so he sent me a message:
“bbo naa tteh.” reply “RIBUT. mana bs bbo”
“sni bbo sblany aak. hihi.” continued..

so long, males ngetiknya. intinya, we’re like flirting each other yeah ? wkakakak. at that day, one day along we’re SMSAN. pas di resto, kan mandi tuh, kita pisah . pas pisah dy sms dah “dimana awi?” hihi ^^ aha! When he borrowed my cloak, he usually uses it. gak pernah lepas dari tangan :)) he hugs it, and maybe he kisses it, because he told me that “syalnya awi harum :)”. shorten story, we still smsan. until 23th December 2009, he asks for some ‘date’ maybe? I assumed that’s a date :) I just fell in love with him. and I think I can’t stop loving him. deep. my love for him is deep. actually so many story that I’ll tell to u. but this posting was so long, isn’t it? especially the last. haha.
oke, from all the story above, in ur opinion, which ones is the SWEETEST ? I need ur opinion :)

regards,